I have never, ever fallen in love with someone this bad. It's been forever and I still think about him, and of course I still miss him!This is the Mustang curse... (and not because I like the car, lol)
Before him, I had never seen or paid attention to any Fords, besides the Ford Focus which my ex-boyfriend used to drive. And right after I started dating this guy, I saw lots and lots of Mustangs... I always wonder if one of the cars that passed by was his...
When you break up with someone, there is a time when you become stupid and start thinking about stupid things... Like I did! I keept counting the Mustangs that passed by, caused for me it meant something. LOL. (Yes, I was stupid... I know!!) After this, things changed a little... I started asking God (Again, I was acting stupid!) to show me two Mustangs, no matter what color they were, while I was driving to show me if he was thinking of me. At some point, it did work. God (Idk if it was truly him or just a coincidence) showed me more than two, and I would send him a text and he would get back to me saying that he was just thinking of me...
In our break up session, we got to a point were we don't even talk to each other at all. I guess, that is what's best... But, of course it hurts. It hurts like hell!
And now, I still see lots and lots and lots of Mustangs... and it reminds me of him! It's sooooo anoying! Why can a simple car remind you of someone? It's the Mustang curse! I can't help it!
Today I saw a Mustang exactly the same, model, color, everything! And when I saw it, I needed to get close to the car and see if it was him driving it... My heart stopped beating, my hands were shaking, I shut down for a minute... and then I got close to the car, and it wasn't him!!
(I know this blog is kinda stupid... I have never been so stupid with a break up. What's up with this?!)
Ay amiga seremos igual de estupidas??? jajajaja pues si a mi me ha pasado miles de veces exactamente de la misma forma! el hecho de las supuestas claves para saber si piensa o no en ti!!! una vez tanta fue mi desesperacion q puse unos papelitos en un fundita uno que decia si y otro q decia no! para saber si llamarlo o no!!! obvio preguntandole a Dios!!! jajaja pobre Dios lo abruma el hambre en el mundo y nosotros en esas!!1 pero pues bueno es asi! a ese punto de extrañar a alguien se llega! y Dios como quisieramos poder entrar en sus cabezas y saber si al menos piensan un poquito en ti!!! ojala hubiera una manera.... si la encuentras me avisas... besos te quiero.. Pris
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