Tired...

I'm tired. Tired of waiting for a sign, for a reason, for you.

My hope is gone, so far away. It's hiding in a place I can't find. I've lost all my hope within a month. I tried doing my best, but it just seems that it is not enough for you.

What are you looking for?
What do you want?
What do you need?

I thought I needed you, I was weak. But now, I'm not weak anymore. I'm as I used to be before, I'm strong and I know what I want and I need. And if that can't be next to you, I can't sit and wait for you to come. I need to stand up and keep walking.

New things are waiting for me, new things that I want or I may need. And if you haven't come next to where I am sitting, it is probably because you don't want to come. And it's time for me to keep going, whether it's with or without you.